Nothing like a David Lynch film when the house is empty. Everything is pointless and I am wasting my time. These are just recycled thoughts. I have a strange desire to become deaf. But not really, maybe I am just second guessing myself. I can picture myself frantic uncertain yelling into the phone because I can’t hear if anyone has picked up. If I stopped speaking how long would it take me to forget the sound of my voice? I am so sick of contemporary existence. I am terribly glad classes are cancelled for tomorrow. This is entirely stupid. I’m done for now.